I am sorry for not writing much. just wanted to say merry Christmas and wish you all a happy new year filled with great adventures and inspiring new people.
Gotta go <3
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| Kamilla <3 |
It was like butterflies on a summer day mixed in with the feeling of sitting in front of the fireplace with a cup of coco in your hand. This might sound crazy and I don't mean that I felt warm, like "hot", I'm talking about comfort and relaxation. The type you feel when someone you like holds you tight in a long hug or your first real kiss. The excitement and thrill combined with pleasure and sweetness.
But when you then, sooner or later, get well, the appreciation of your well being is gone. You stop thinking of the bad feelings you've had and you start thinking to yourself "Oh I wish I was sick, so that I wouldn't have to get to school!" or stuff like that. This happens without you even knowing it, and it is mostly patients who have recovered from cancer, or other diseases that make you think of how close to death you are, that starts to really, appreciate their life.
I also got the honer of sitting there, just waiting for mom to come, in 1 hour and 15 min. And now you're thinking "why the hell didn't she go home?!" Well, that would be because the original plan was to sit there in 45 min. doing homework, but noooo. The one time our gym teacher let us go half an hour earlier, has to be the one day of the year I'm actually staying there.