Be strong, for yourself and those around you

Those ugly people are all the same
To me they are the ones who bring the pain
I know it's not just black and white
But what they did was not all right

Which is why I'm sitting here alone
Trapped in my house, both body and soul
Because of the way you chose to react
I became the one who was attacked

My armor shines in the suns light
And I thought I could put up a fight
Turns out I am not strong enough
To step up to bullies and to be tough

But I wonder, who it was
Who stabbed me in the back and made sure of my loss
I know it's someone I meet everyday
And i wonder how they can look me in the eye and say
"I'm here for you and I'll always be"
Those are the monsters i never wish to see

But as i sit and write my story, my fear
My true friends shows me that they care
And for those few I am forever grateful
So for them I will be strong and fateful

And last, but not least I give my thanks to you
Who read this boring piece all the way through
Hope your day was better than mine
And that this will inspire you to shine

He hit me today

Hi.
No funny or witty comments today. Just me. Hurt and alone in my room.  Feeling sick just thinking about what just happened. I didn’t blame him for the first hit. I deserved that one. The second one on the other hand was totally out of line and I can still feel the burn on my cheek.

Drying my tears and blowing my nose.

Shaky hands and a stuttering voice.

A punch in the stomach from a slap on the face.

An image shattered and nothing can replace.

The feeling is strong but weak is what it is.

Unable to feel safety from an enemy’s kiss.

Deep breaths and now sore eyes.

Writing down so the next time wont be a surprise.

I didn’t get it before; how it could happen.

Didn’t get why they started rappin’.

Why not just say it as it is?

He hit you, he meant it, and he did not miss.

But now that it is real.

How come it’s not just the hurt that I feel?

The betrayal of trust and the lingering emptiness.

Is scary as hell when you can’t even confess.

I won’t tell. At least not now.

I love him to much and and I don’t know how.

How I would feel if he left my life

And how I would feel if he knew I wrote it down to send to his wife.

I know many of you out there feels the same, 

I guess I figured I'd give a helping hand. 

Don't know why it became a poem. 

Just know that when the feeling is strong enough to cave in, you should keep on going.

Good luck, may it be better than mine. <3

13 Reasons Why -> You Should Read This Book

The book is deeper and more mind shattering than anything ever written before. It leaves you with soar eyes, from wiping away tears and the need to hug someone just to make sure they know how you feel about them. The heart breaking story of Hannah Baker and all her reasons/encounters the last few years of her life. Leaving only a shoebox filled with tapes explaining why, on the doorstep of the very confused classmate, Clay Jensen.

Hi! As you might have guessed it is not a book with that happy ending we're all longing for. There is no knight in shining armor coming for the rescue. There is only the thirteen tapes left behind to be sent forward to the next person in line to share the guilt and blame of the suicide of one unfortunate classmate. This is Thirteen Reasons Why aka Baker's Dozen: The AudioBiography of Hannah Baker. And here are 13 reasons why you should read this book;

1. You'll regret it if you don't and you know it!
2. The book will leave you with questions worth thinking about.
3. You'll be glued to it until your finished. (You might not be able to let go afterwords either) 
4. It is beautifully written and imagined. (Though really scary!)
5. You get to know all the little (and big) rumors going around this town.
6. You'll get to see just how vicious secrets and rumors can be.
7. It's a love story like no other! (And yes it is a love story, just not the kind you'd imagine)
8. You'll have the best and worst time reading it!
9. You'll understand why what YOU do matters.
10. No book will ever have as much impact on you like this one will. (It doesn't matter if you're a boy or a girl.)
11. It is a pure work of art.
12. Hannah's story is worth listening to.
13. And so is Clay's.

You can hear Hannah's tapes at Hannahsreasons.blogspot.com.

The Indigo Spell -> The whole first chapter

Hi!!!

Guess what I just found out? Richelle Mead has released the entire first chapter of her third book in the Bloodlines series, The Indigo Spell! Just knew I had to share it with you all, especially because it's so God damn nerveracking and will make the next months of waiting into pure torture. She doesn't reveal much, but it's still worth the time. Check it out here -> http://www.scribd.com/doc/102759112/THE-INDIGO-SPELL-by-Richelle-Mead-Bloodlines-3-First-Chapter 

The indigo spell -> sneak peak

Hi!
Got my hands on the first page of the Indigo Spell. Someone typed the whole first chapter to share with everyone, but it was taken down due to copyrights, though some of it remains. And how did this person get a hold on this you ask? Well, you see in some of the Golden Lilly books the 1 chapter of the sequel was released but Richelle Mead has planned on releasing the chapter online, though, not quite yet. Here is what I got a hold of ->

This wasn’t the first time I’d been pulled out of bed for a crucial mission. It was, however, the first time I’d been subjected to such a personal line of questioning.
“Are you a virgin?”
“Huh?” I rubbed my sleepy eyes, just in case this was all some sort of bizarre dream that would disappear.
My history teacher, Ms. Terwilliger, leaned closer and repeated the question in a stage whisper: “I said, are you a virgin?”
“Um, yes…”
I was fully awake now and glanced uneasily around my dorm’s lobby, making sure no one was around to witness this crazy exchange. I didn’t have to worry. Aside from a bored-looking desk attendant on the far side of the room, the lobby was empty, probably because no sane person would be up at this time of night. Ms. Terwilliger had woken me with a phone call five minutes ago, demanding I meet her here for a “life or death” matter. Her interrogating me over my personal life wasn’t quite what I’d expected.

Don't really know what to make of it but excited nonetheless!

The Indigo Spell -> Blurb

HIIII!
I got BIG news! The blurb from The Indigo Spell, book three in the Bloodlines series, has just been released! Check it out --->

"After an event that changed Sydney and Adrian’s lives forever, Sydney struggles to draw the line between her Alchemist teachings and what her heart is urging her to do. Then she meets alluring Marcus Finch, a former Alchemist who pushes her to rebel against the people who raised her. And when Sydney comes face to face with an evil magic user, she finally begins to embrace the mysterious magic she knows she holds within . . ."

Don't you just want to scream!? We'll have to wait until 12th of February 2013 for the book release but with this sneak peak I don't think I'll manage much longer!!! Aaahhh, really looking forward to this!!!

FIRELIGHT by SOPHIE JORDAN

Hi guys!!!
Sorry it's been taking so long, have had a lot on my plate lately. Seriously, you'd think the teachers would let us have the weekend off but instead they give us a little something called a test on Monday of all days! And what better way to spend our weekend then to study. Oh joy! Only good news is that all of the books I ordered from Amazon got here early and so far I've read two of them; Firelight and Bloodlines. Both were AMAZING and I'm so looking forward to the followups! The book review on Bloodlines will come in a couple of days, just got to make the time for it.

But to be able to have just a little meaning in this oh so not extremely funny and un-entertaining peace, I guess I should start writing about something else then not being able  to write, so, here we go. First I'll start of by saying that this book is amazing and amusing and every single positive adjective you could think of times two. That is how amazing it was reading it though it is not the best book I've read it is one of the better ones. Believe me that says A LOT!

The story evolves around a girl named Jacinda who is forced to move away from her little community of Drakies because of her mothers unknown reasons. They move to a dry and out of the way place that makes it extremely difficult for her to change into what she truly is, a dragon. And not just any dragon, Jacinda is the first fire-breather in over 400 years.Her mother claims that the elders of their pride wants to use her to make more fire-breathers and they therefor have to run. But no matter how far away they get from their previous residence, Jacinda is determined to stay draki, no matter what the risks may be, because she knows that if she stays human to long without changing she will stay human for ever, just like her mother has.


Jacinda tries her hardest to change, no matter what her mother says or how hard it is, she must still try. But the ground is so dry and so is the air which makes it even more difficult and the only thing that makes her start to is the boy who saved her before they moved. The one she met in  the cave. The one she has these really mixed feelings for. There is only two things stopping her from being with him every single second; A mean-girl named Brookklyn, who is determined to go against any girl that interests him, and the little, tiny fact that she so easily forgets every time she looks at him, he's a Dragonhunter. Born into a dragonhunter familly and he doesn't recognizes her from their previous meeting because when they first met she was in her draki form, not her human one.

Hope I didn't give away to much because it really is a book worth reading. Well then, Bye <3